I have been thinking about god:

I have been thinking about god. And I have come to the conclusion that god is whatever is the most meaningful to me now.

In other words, whatever is most meaningful to me now, becomes my god, my highest, the ultimate.

My endeavor in life has always been to find the highest, the ultimate. And so, god becomes whatever this ultimate is.

I have found this ultimate in all of the many religious and spiritual scriptures I have read. I have also found it in some of the great philosophical works that humans have produced. Was this so, because they are writings inspired by the ultimate, and therefore I was able to find this ultimate in them?